aak,

I think Sandi is exactly right. Your H is trying to get a reaction out of you to see if you're still "his".

I think you can detach easier than I can since he's not home. You're going to have to start somehow.

M-43 W-40
2D - 9 and 5

Emotion, yet peace.
Ignorance, yet knowledge.
Passion, yet serenity.
Chaos, yet harmony.
Death, yet a new life.

RECONCILED AND WISER