I had a friend mention to me that tomorrow, the 3rd, would have been my wedding anniversary. While I was touched and impressed she remembered, I have not said much to anyone about this occasion this year. I guess I have purposely tried to push it to the back of my mind. So my response to my friend was of the sort, "Yes, it it would have been our 18th. But now July 3rd is just another day -- it no longer has any special meaning to us."
Seriously, I just want all of this behind me and I don't ever want to think about xW ever again, if at all possible. But I know that I am just not going to get off the hook that easy.