Maybe you can try something totally off the wall and crazy every time you think about you H and/or the OW!?!?!

Pinch yourself!! LOL Maybe you'll get tired of pinching yourself so you will think about him less.

Just a silly suggestion in hopes that you can smile from it and have a better day!!

Keep at it girl, you are doing great by just trying!

Me-31
Him-28
D1-9
D2-6
Married 5-06
Seperated 12-07
He filed 1-08
Reconciled 4-08 D dropped 7-08
Bomb dropped about H's activities outside the marriage 4-21-09
Filed for D 4-28-09
Trying to make a go of it 6-09