IMO SP you are very fixated on your wife. You hang off every email, NOTE. phone call or text you recieve. You try to work out what it all means, implies...........
If you have found 'new directions' ( with breasts) then you are kidding yourself. This is nothing but a rebound relationship designed to help soothe your pain. Your kids dont need you to have this distraction and neither does the poor woman. Your W would resent you for it.
Your W has left you, you are not in control, of a part of your life which seems paramount to who you are !
If Signore smuck even disappeared off your wifes radar for 1 minute I would eat my hat ..... I say 1000/ 1 he is your wifes reason for not wanting to be married. Everything else is lies. she is convincing herself by telling you all the other garbage.
SP I have been there. I lied , I manipulated and I was smart.....until I got caught. LOL
Whether you admit it or not, I think we all know here that you are in real pain. You have been abandoned,your frightened, your futures stolen and your responsibilities as a parent doubled. Gotta hurt boyo.
