Haven't heard back from her all day since. Last thing was "friend of hers" that I'm supposidly related to in some way, wanted to e-mail me to "get in touch". Eh heh, I suspect a thrid party lashing was more the agenda of which I will not be receptive to. 'GF' knows I just got divorced and am fine one day and a wreck the next, she's been told this numorous times and I even forewarned her that the next couple of weeks will be touch and go.
Eh well. Obviously her divorce must have effected her entirely differently as she just doesn't understand. So hey, fun while it lasted, but I made every effort to tell and show her that I am a hurt person, I have trust issues and will be a while before that ever changes. And, due to everything else, I've lost jsut about everything and have no idea which way my life is going right now.
I'm not going to lose any sleep over that situation, it either works or doesn't. Can't accept the fact that I just back from a 11 month "holiday in hell", too bad, I'll stop the car and you can walk.
Me 35/XW 33 S13 & S12 M: 10/17/98 OM & S: 07/08 D final 06/09/09 12/03/09 - 06/13/10 "Piercing" 06/13/10: Engaged to Re-marry 10/17/10 06/25/10: Expecting baby #3 2/14/11
