Wow, this is weird. Something has really changed in me. I guess I have dropped the rope. I don't care what my W does anymore, provided our kids are taken care of. I'm just enjoying my life. I don't mind being at home alone. I'm looking at the future only in terms of myself and my kids, and I'm excited about it. I drove the kids around some nearby neighborhoods and asked them their opinions about maybe getting a new house next year. They were enthusiastic, and so was I! I love the time when I have my kids, and I'm enjoying my time on my own.
Best of all, my interactions with my W are totally different. Just business. I have no interest in talking with her, I barely look at her, and not as some angry "silent treatment", but because I really don't care. My attitude is light and happy. I see her as just sad and lonely. I can't fix it, and it's not my responsibility to fix it. She made her decision, she can live with it. I have no problem finishing up our separation papers and signing them. Actually, I want to, so I can fully move on.
This has been quite a journey. As per my name here, my future is still unknown, but I'm totally fine with that! :-)
