Wondering how to handle things

[kissak]

Will someone please help me snap out of this mood I am in lately???

I just feel so down. I feel like things are never gonna change. TOnight is my son's tkd....I use to enjoy going, now I dont because My H will be there. He doesnt act the way he use too. Most of the time there he would sit and chat with me like we were friends......now, he would rather go flirt with one of the Other ladies....It just ticks me off that he would do it there in front of me! I kinda lost it with him the other night when we went...I get so jealous that I dont know what to do. Im ok as long as I dont see it, you know?

So, tonight I have to go. I know instead of him being outside waiting for me like he has the past 2 years, he will be inside talking to that woman!! UGH! I dont even wanna go because I know it will tick me off!! It has bothered me all week!

How on earth am I ever gonna get over this stupid man????? SOmebody please tell me!

I wanna move on with my life or move forward, whatever, but Ive just about had enough! I want him to make a move on the divorce or somthing, but sorry...I cant bring myself to be the one to do it!!

SOrry, Im just having one of those days you guys...I would rather just tell him a fib and not even go out there tonight....my son dont wanna go anyway!

Im going crazy.

I just dont know how to get over my H being with someone else.

Basically thats it.