"I can amp myself up, get the PMA, focus on other things. But, at the end of the day, I feel really screwed over".- @aliveandkicking
This is exactally what I struggle with. Accepting the loss, for what it is right now, is all necessary and part of the process and all, but it still sucks. It has turned this here life uspside down...growth is growth but its painfull. I'm GALing best I can, but really, I'm tired. I'll do the work, learn the lessons, but really, I just want to go home (literally and figuratively speaking).
Maybe you and CG could bring me along in spirit for your rendezvous. This week has felt a bit like an emotional meat grinder-sorry, thats a bit dramatic. But still.
Maybe Michele could do a retreat weekend and give us all a sympathy discount. I'm sure it would make great research for her next book.
Cheers
Last edited by traveldane; 07/02/0904:59 PM.
Me 30 H 33 together:10 years married:5 years Separated: 1/23/09 living apart 5 mos and counting "when you reach the end of your rope, tie a knot and hang on"-FDR
