Whitelight No OP cant be rational neither can my XH at this point She is living with a very disturbed man at this point GG Yes time is my friend I see my XH crumbling everything he thought he wanted is now nothing he lost it all
XH has been calling me frequently--mostly about work as my brother who is usually the buffer between us at work is now gone for a month so XH and I talk many times a day I am his secretary and a really good one I might add!
The R is very strange but we are very professional working together and I show him the same respect I would a real boss Hes been calling me with little work stuff and big stuff again sharing it all with me I listen and I usually end the conversation-- I am not sure I want to get sucked back into standing MY R with BF Is over but I really dont know if I feel anything for X anymore except disappointment after experiencing the high of a new R, it may be difficult to settle for XH again if he decides to turn around I guess this is a good place--I am really free I am really moving ahead..I know good things are coming now
I am not angry either GG--The sunglass breaking was so primal-- I will Not do that again! Peace to you all peace
married 14 years H 42 bomb 2/07 IDLYA D final 3 /09 M ow D ow