Well his actions are saying he doesn't want to be anywhere around me. He stayed downstairs again all night and slept down there for the third night in a row. It could be that he's mad about my conversaion with her (especially since he thinks I looked at the phone records), he's mad or whatever that I caught him on his "accidental" phone call to her, or that that just cemented things and he really is done.
I guess we'll just take it day by day since he's not communicating with me.
I left the house again today before he came upstairs. Woke up about 2 am this morning feeling panicked but was able to calm myself down. Went into a cleaning frenzy in our bathroom this morning I guess I just needed to work some of this anxious energy out.
I'll go home early this afternoon and pick up my son and hit the road. My H has yet to deposit a paycheck from last week so there I may have to text him at some point next week so I can pay bills if I don't see a deposit. Same old cash flow problem with his business!
When I get back from vacation I'm going to insist that we meet at his business so I can learn exactly what's what. Even throughout these last couple of months he's told me that he wants me to care about the business more. And quite frankly, he's right. I need to know exactly what's going on - especially financially because it impacts me.
You know he's really isolating himself. He and his best friend don't talk much anymore (the H of the woman) and he really doesn't have a lot of other friends. So sad that his uncle(retired minister) passed away because he would have been an excellent help to him through all this. But I think my H might just be one of those people that can just fine by themselves. Don't get me wrong - I'm not feeling sorry for him. He's brought this on all by himself by the choices he's making.
