I know it's tough. Sometimes I wish it would all be over for me too.
You came through it a stronger person and each day will get better. Who knows? The tomboy girl he is attracted to might be gay and not attracted to your H. LOL.
My prayers are with you.
(((stuck)))
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.