Great job cleaning. I am happy to hear you have a C session as well. One thing I would point out is to make sure you are comfortable with the C's view of DR/DB and solution based C'ing/therapy. Don't know if you have been to this C before.
I, too, am seeing a C - never did before all this. It has been great to have someone to help me through this. The boards here help, a LOT, as well.
It is tough right now, but I promise you, it gets easier with time. Lots and lots of time. But, you will be ok, no matter what.
I cannot speak to the depression of AD issues. Just make sure you take care of yourself. There is no shame in getting the help you need.
