"Gee, husband, I'm sorry that my response to your adultery is so unsettling to you. Sleep well; I'll be here, in the kitchen, next to the knives if you need me."
LMAO - This is my favorite quote to date Puppy.
Needless to say, I didn't sleep well last night. H wanted to snuggle, which I don't understand and didn't do. H also wanted to ML, which didn't happen. Each time I don't do what he wants, he gets in one of his moods. Too bad for him. I spent most of the day out. H asked me to go out to dinner, which I did. We talked about things a little. H doesn't know where he is in terms of our M. H tried to tell me not to refer to the b!tch in the way that I do (I call her b!tch, it, thing or f@cking b!tch). I told him he will never tell me what not to say when it comes to the b!tch as it is disrespectful to me and our M.
Go figure this one. H is cleaning my car (I did not ask him to). He comes in to tell me what SIL said regarding funeral arrangements (nothing confirmed) then says "so, am I moving out?" I said I don't know. H says "How much can we afford? We've got to afford at least $500 a month." I am almost at the end of my rope and ready to tell him to go, get the he!l out. H even asked me earlier today if I was going to start dating. I know it's a roller coaster ride. I just haven't recovered from yesterday yet. I'm not on top of my game. Sometimes I wonder if I'd be better off without him but other times I have anxiety attacks, like last night, just thinking about it.
Me: 39 H: 39 S: 15 M: 18 years Bomb: 6/3/09 H moved out: 10/15/09 H moved back:5/30/10
