Sunshine!

Well, the dog is a bit of messy work, but today he's showing signs of getting better, so I'm hoping we're through the worst of it...I'm praying we're through the worst of it, at least.

As for the GF, yes, I guess I am "all growns up" now (thrown in there for you "Swingers" fans). It is good to be in a relationship again, but I'm trying not to get too far ahead of myself for now.

On another note, as I sat near my XW today at D's swim lesson, she was cold and dismissive of my presence. She sat and whispered w/her dopey new boyfriend and all I could think of was "I'm so glad I'm away from he. She's way too much work and she's way too screwed up."

She's not overtly rude, but she's not kind either. On the positive side, we do communicate well and she's at least far more "neutral" w/me than ever before.

It has been a long and difficult ride to get here, but I'm glad I'm on my own and away from her. She's far to toxic for me and would only continue to keep me down had I still been with her.

RTL


M:38; D: 6
Divorce Final: 10/6/08