Hi EdieMarie:

Thanks so much for responding to my post! i didnt think anyone would! thanks for letting me know that i didnt fail yesterday. i just felt like all i did was lie in bed crying and went out once to go the gym and that was it. it just felt like i didnt do much but it was very hard to make that decision to go and actually go so yeah, i guess i didnt really fail!

i will definitely take your advice about the email checking thing..OH AND BY THE WAY, i just got another I LOVE YOU email from him after my obsessive checking. i know he wont write anything else today, he never does really but a part of me hopes that he would and i keep checking anyway. but i will try and do something that takes me away from the computer for awhile and bring the checking amount doooooown just a little bit.

i will definitely start to clean my room today, just a bit. maybe at least hoover up the dirt from the fallen orchid so that i can at least walk around that area hehe.

thanks so much for responding again, its so nice to to get support from people in the same position. i really hope i hear about the volunteering. i really need to get up and GAL..


Me: 25 years young
H: 37
No Kids
M: almost 3 years (anniv coming up Sept 25th)
Together: 4years
Bomb: June 12th, 2009

**LOVE WILL FIND A WAY FOR TWO FOOLS IN THE RAIN**