Hey Lucky, thanks! I'm okay. Things seemed to be going well for a bit, but are kinda taking a slide now. He does seem to have put me on the list of things to do...We have been ML every weekend. It is a step in the right direction, and I am grateful for that.
He is having some stress at work, and is bringing it home with him. He doesn't get snappy with me or the kids, just far away with his mind always at work. I am going to give him some time before I tell him to snap out of it. He's also had to work late a few nights, so he's tired when he gets home. He is making an effort to call during the day to check in, and it feels that he is trying to really connect, not just conduct business.
I am having some serious sinus headaches (allergies) and PMS on top of that, so everything is looking bleak. I've spent the last two days thinking what a waste of time it is to even try to improve our marriage. However, when the PMS hits, everything is stupid. I sit in Church and think, "this is stupid!" I look at my H and think, "this is stupid!" So, I know better than to take these feelings too seriously, and certainly not to act on them. I just need to sit tight and survive this week. It's not this bad every month, thank goodness! In the meantime, it's hard to feel sexy when my head is gonna pop open and everything is stupid, so my efforts have slacked a bit too. We will be back on track soon.
