I am more then ready to move away from this small Town living.
I can't sell my home in this economy, so we would have to rent it out and find another rental to live in, wherever we end up.
I am sitting in my living room right now, just listening to the kids chatting away. The are discussing our Summer vacation. We were suposed to be spending a week in Old Orchard Beach, Maine.
They still don't know that my Husband lost his job, and I will have to cancel the vacation as we can no longer afford it.
I hate dissapointing the children. The are good kids and never ask for anything. They all got amazing report cards, all made honors.
OK.......going to focus on other things.
Today my Husband will be receiving his final check via FedEx, and will be applying for unemployment.
He is already loking for jobs, and I am just praying that he won't get into a depression lke he has in the past when he has lost his job.
There can be no testimony without a test. I am praying to go through this test and come out the other end with a new and better marriage then before.