I think you may be right. I've been thinking along those lines tonight. I go from crying to pure rage when I think "H doesn't deserve me."
H came to the door a few minutes ago and asked if I was going to hurt him tonight. I don't know where he comes up with this stuff. I asked H if I had ever hurt him in the past. Response: no. I asked have I ever hurt ANYONE in my life. Response: no. So then I asked why would you think I would now? Response: I don't know, you're just so upset.
No sh!t sherlock!
Me: 39 H: 39 S: 15 M: 18 years Bomb: 6/3/09 H moved out: 10/15/09 H moved back:5/30/10