Thanks everyone for the pick-me-ups. They really help.

I guess I had another emotional set-back today. My W had a lunch date with a guy whom she had a crush on since Kindergarten. She's told me before that they were just friends and she only sees him once a year.

Well, he took her out today for lunch to celebrate her birthday and evidently they were out for 2.5 hours. Now for anyone else, it would be no big deal, but remember my W has no real friends, so this was a shock. Plus whenever we talk, I can't get anything more than 2 minute snippets out of her at a time.

Just another thing to worry about. I hope she doesn't get into an EA with this guy, but I see us falling into the same pattern of her putting the kids first when we're together.

I've been GAL, but things like this just knock the wind out of my sails sometimes.


M-43 W-40
2D - 9 and 5

Emotion, yet peace.
Ignorance, yet knowledge.
Passion, yet serenity.
Chaos, yet harmony.
Death, yet a new life.

RECONCILED AND WISER