Sounds like you have a really rough day. I'm so sorry.
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How do you survive a night like tonight? I don't want to. I just don't.
Hope I am misreading this, but do not do anything stupid. Your child needs you, no matter what happens.
I understand your feelings, and I feel for you. So much pain on these boards. But, you have to dig down and find the strength to pull yourself together. What is the alternative? Any other alternative will be something that will drive H away faster and further.
Is your H acting selfish? Yes. The question is do you still want to try to save your M?
