no contact today from W. after reading the posts on my thread here, i am not going to reply to or answer her calls for a few days. probably won't hear from her anyways so no biggie there.
i am seriously considering making up an imaginary gf. i know one person's thoughts on this already (gucci) and i know i got a huge reaction out of her 2 weeks ago when she thought i was out on a date. i believe at this point i have nothing to lose by doing so. telling her i miss her and that i care and am here for her sure hasn't been working. im starting to think i have to be 100% out of her life for her to make any decisions. i can't be her "friend" anymore. i believe i'm prepared to do that now.
any thoughts about this? i'm prepared for all responses...
