trying to be strong and patient 14

[karen43]

I'm going to try to leave it up to the L as much as possible. I know no matter what happens I'll be ok, but I do worry about the kids a little.

I feel more and more detached I think, but then D9 told me tonight about the beach trip they took this weekend in OW's daughter's car. She said she likes it better than OW's b/c it's cleaner. It still makes me feel so I guess I'm not as detached as I'd like to be...

I am trying to be as healthy as possible. Went to the grocery store again today (yesterday was mostly a chocolate run ) and I got fruits, vegetables, yogurt, water, etc. Plan to work out again tonight too. It's weird but when I'm depressed I feel like eating chocolate and staying in bed, but I think doing the opposite makes me actually feel better not worse. Karen