he was back, i think

[mdoodles]

i think it makes sense. i think.

its good to start to realize why i cant let go?, is that what u are saying?

its important to realize that its not that i cant, its that i dont want to? is that what we are getting at?

i think i do want to let go, i understand why i should want to, i think im taking little steps to let go, without really letting go completely...because in the end, i dont want to.

to me, the letting go means moving on and not ever wanting him back. that is what everyone tells me i should be doing.

but i know that u feel we can let go, but still leave the door slightly opened. i dont know yet how to do that.