yes, i want to, because if i was an outside looking in, i would see this situation is not healthy and may never be ok.
and no, i dont want to, because i still love him very much and want my family together and believe we still have enough of a connection that could one day help us recover.
so the answer is yes and no.
me: 31 H:29 Son:5 m:8 years in november t:10 years first bomb: 10/06 moved home: 3/08 out again 5/08 ow bomb: 4/08, since summer 06 d filed:6/08, on hold 6/08 moved home:3/09 out again 5/09
