Another Waw

[Refuse to quit]

Not much has happened since yesterday. At least I do get to seen the kids today and wife for the brief exchange. I know I need to try and stay focused on just being there for her and being her friend. I need to not talk about the R and find other topics to talk about. I have invited her to things here and there with either myself and the kids and she tells me "I'll think about it." I know that if we could spend some time together it would make things progress a bit quicker. Or so I think. She seems to really appreciate the little things I do for her here and there when we exchange the kids. I feel like I need to keep it up. I know many would say that I am chasing her. But like I have said before she did not take to well to the whole going dark thing. I know I just need to be happy and upbeat with her. I know it is a case by case question but I wish I had some idea how long it would take before she started seeing the changes as real and not an act. Her birthday is comming up next month and I need to think of how to handle the situation. I know she wants me to do something for her. She has not said it nor would she ever but I know she does. Need to do something to show her I care without going overboard. Such a fine line. Thanks for listening.
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