total quarter life mlc

[mdoodles]

i dont know that i see our encounters as an attempt to reconcile. i think it keeps us linked, keeps us connected, and keeps as at the point where we might consider reconciling.

i know im trying to move on, trying to move forward, but still keeping the door open for him,,,,it is ultimately what i want.

i want my family together, i want my husband to fully recover from this and be willing to work on things with me.

what i do realize is that ow must be fully out of the picture, most likely for a while, before we can even address our marriage.

i do realize boundaries would need to be set, should he return home.

i dont expect him home tomorrow. or the next day.

im living things day by day for now.