i did not ml with him, i told him i wouldnt.

i never seem to feel used, i feel as though, im his wife and i have a right to do what i want with him...

does it bother me about her? yes.

but i still feel he is mine, if i choose to be intimate.

will it continue this way, i do not know.

me: 31
H:29
Son:5
m:8 years in november
t:10 years
first bomb: 10/06
moved home: 3/08 out again 5/08
ow bomb: 4/08, since summer 06
d filed:6/08, on hold 6/08
moved home:3/09 out again 5/09