AFWAW have been following your story but haven't posted since you have a lot of great people posting to you...but...You really need to take control of the situation and soon for yours and your D sake. I know it's hard but once you do you will feel so much better, you won't get *icked around anymore, you'll feel a weight lifted off you.
You've done your best, given it your all, it's time.
Me:40 W: 39 T: 17 years M: 15 years S-9 D-6 D final 11/10/2009
"We are all faced with a series of great opportunities brilliantly disguised as insoluble problems."