I'm actually being serious. I'm not like a full-on bitch but I THINK that I undermine. Anyway, I just think it is just something I need to keep an eye on -- I need to be very aware of how often I might be doing it. I have this feeling that if someone video recorded my day, I would see that I'm worse than I realize. It is just a hunch. And H never fights back - I think I partly just hope he pushes back but he won't.
