nc~ I actually do keep some of their clothes that I remember they really liked.. I know im a big sap
Feeling like crap today. My throat is so bad and keep sneezing. Im pretty sure its my allergies, although I already take something every day for that....
Supposed to go and get my hair highlighted today, but not feeling excited about it like I usually do. I have a gift card that I got for my Bday, so I will be using that, otherwise I wouldn't be going, too expensive.
Money is really tight. Two clients that owe us alot of money and arent paying. There is no reason for it, they just are squeezing us. It really stinks.
and H....AHHHHHH he fustrates me so much!!!! I asked him 2 wks ago to but the downstairs a/c unit in the window because I cannot keep the windows open due to christopher and my allergies... you would think he would do if for me... no. So this morning I got up and he was already leaving and I asked him to do it for me "nicely".... You would have thought I would have asked him to re arrange the freakin furniture... I can't ask him to do anything for me unless he is getting some benefit out of it.
He says its cool outside... i said "how many times do I have to tell you that I cannot open the windows because then the pollen comes in".... He doesn't care to ever listen to me unles it suits him.
selfish.
What the heck do I see in this man...... I don't ask for anything from him, even told him the other night that If he wanted to throw in the towel and get a regular job that would be a ok with me and that I would try and find something part time until S3 goes to K. Nope, he didn't see that as me wanting to help and I didn't expect him to agree with me because he's invested too much time (20 years) and money into the business to give up, but I wanted him to know that I don't need the best of the best.. I don't need material things, and that we can get by with the essentials. He says "oh, im not worried about that"... so as far as pressure, it seems he doesn't have any in that arena
I don't get it.
He doesn't care.
me: 37 H: 44 Married for 18 years this june S7 S3 porn issues, and much more... since 7/06
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.
