Quick journal. Why is it that he is come here, come here, come here, no, go away, go away, go away. I need my space.
Once minute, he runs hot, lets put everything back together, the next minute, he don't know. He is fighting depression so bad so I cannot bring anything up to him because he accuses me of it "being all about me, I'm selfish, don't I understand what he's going through, don't put this pressure on me". He sends so many mixed signals, it's ridiculeous. I know I need to go on as if, but I still hang onto the hopes that we'll be able to put this back together. My close friends and family think I'm being stupid and maybe I am, but he says all the right words, but his acions conflict his words and I simply don't get it. How do I make myself "get it" What do I need to do? I'm clueless.
