We spoke about this earlier this morning. It was certainly a start. I told him everything I wrote here. I suppose like all else on this strange walk from commitment, to infidelity, to commitment it is traveled just one step at a time. I wish there were a map, a guide, a way to see our way through this. I continue to wish that there would be someone to say, “step here, step here, step here and here and voila! marriage healed and perfected!” Alas, we, as humans, are not so lucky on any of our journeys.
Edie, A quote I've collected from my Inspiration Notebook:
You climb a long ladder until you can see over the roof, or over the clouds. You watch your shod feet step on each rung, one at a time; you do not hurry and do not rest. Your feet feel the steep ladder's balance...you climb steadily, doing your job in the dark.
----Annie Dillard
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CL 53 W 54 M 20 yrs. 03'-09' Separation + Old Patterns + GAL 10-14' Piecing
"The Master allows things to happen. She shapes events as they come."
