Should OP know the truth?

[peacetoday]

yesterday
whille kids were playing at park
I wrote thr letter several times
revised it and ripped it to shreds
I felt OK

when we got home--just an hour or so after I wrote the letter
XH Calls D 14
tells her he LOVES her and misses her very much
this is very UNUSUAL for XH to call D on his day off from visiting--he Never calls unless they call first
Today I saw him at work
he looks confused..sort of devastated
womder what is up in his world
peace