Anyway, he then begged to just stay over the night and he would sleep in the basement and I agreed. I turned in and then he came upstairs shortly after and begged to just sleep next to me no hanky panky. And I agreed, why - I'm a total sucker. But I did not sleep well with him next to me at all to be honest. Then this morning one thing led to another and I truly feel awful about. I really want to escape this madness but human beings are def sexual creatures for sure.
THEN WHY DO YOU CONTINUE TO PUT YOURSELF IN THESE SITUATIONS???
O good lord, Vicky, every time you make progress, he suckers you back in. Can you see what it is you were doing that was causing him to make a move back toward you?? Yet every time he does, you JUMP at the very first chance.
