he was back, i think

[mdoodles]

the beach was awesome today! son and i had a great relaxing time.

its nice now that he is older, i dont have to worry about him wandering off, exploring things. its really nice to hang out with him.

its funny how little kids u fear will plunge into the ocean, because they are fearless. now i have to convince my son it is ok to put his feet in!

anyway, when i pulled up to the house i saw h was already home, how nice of him to let himself in...

nothing too new to report, same nonsense.

i took a shower and hung out, the sun always tires me. h sat with me watching tv in our room. he goes out of his way to hang with me, i was nice, although did not discuss much of anything.

he took son out and called me to see if what son wanted to bring in for dinner was ok with me (as if it ever mattered?lol)

when he went to leave, i did the same as last week, just a simple ok, bye!

im doing well. could be doing better, but it is baby steps for me.

the best thing for me, and anyone, is to get out of the house, keep busy as much as possible.

i did really well with that, kept our schedule packed for 3 solid days....even late yesterday afternoon, did food shopping at a speciality market 20 minutes away, just to get out.