It's a roller coaster for sure! (hugs)

Reaching out to other people was very hard for me, and very uncomfortable... I started with a facebook message to my single friends asking if they had any fabulous single plans for the weekend... And from there, it's turned into something fun to do every weekend.

And don't give up hope. I have hope that, even if things don't work out with my H, everything will be OK anyway.

I recite the whole serenity prayer several times daily, as well... it's the last part that's more helpful for me than the first part. And I'm not even very religious...

Grant me the SERENITY to accept the things I cannot change ~
COURAGE to change the things I can;
and the WISDOM to know the difference.

Living one day at a time; Enjoying one moment at a time; Accepting hardship as the
pathway to peace. Taking this sinful world as it IS, not as I would have it.
Trusting that He will make all things right if I surrender to His Will;
That I may be reasonably happy in this life, and supremely happy forever in
the next.

By Reinhold Neibuhr

Last edited by dmk127; 06/29/09 07:56 PM.
Me - 30, H - 32
T - 10, M - 6, D - 1
DD#1 - 4, DD#2 - 2
on/off OW 4/09 - sometime Summer 2010 (Told me about OW 4/10)
Separated 6/11/09, divorced 8/4/10, trying again 9/2011