Ouch.. Just remembered a small part of the conversation from yesterday - W turned around and said you know where were you in Doctors XXXXX office in December when I said that if you don't change the only thing we are going to need is D lawyers. Just an FYI doctor that referring to was a psychiatrist, that I was seeing me for depression - and W was seeing him for anxiety - caused by me. Only thing that I never understood was that while said that he could help with marriage, his answer to everything was that no matter what the W wants I always say yes(unless drugs involved), and that we should never go out anywhere as individuals, that if one goes the other must go to. W and I believed in having time to ourselves, with friends from time to time, although not often(Once a month).
Got my own 2x4 in the head.
Just realized that now - where was I when she said it, looking back I can remember even hear the words come out of her mouth. Where was I and what was I thinking when she said it, that I could totally ignore this warning.
Me 35 W 30 S 3 M 7 : T 13 yrs Separated 2/20/09 My Story
