Fire's burning out...just smoldering

[blindsided1]

Thanks for the birthday wishes...and, of course, all the support. Haven't had any contact other than a brief text last thursday..I'm actually loving it. It's nice not to be plagued by his angry demeanor or sexual advances. Although, I would like it if he would tell his butt to stop calling me. He has this awful habit of NOT locking his cell phone, so every now and then I get a call and it's just people in the background. This happened Friday night. I heard his ringtone...chose not to answer it...but, it went to voicemail. When I listened to it...all I could hear was some woman telling a stupid story and she was cracking herself up, but no one else was laughing...I was good though...instead of listening to the whole accidental message..I hung up. I spent the rest of the weekend with my daughter...hanging by the pool, playing in the sand, giggling, watching movies, chasing her around. It was a nice relaxing weekend. Now, I have to prepare not to have her for two days starting Friday night. He wants to do every other weekend. So, we'll see how that goes. I just pray he cares for her properly.

She is feeling better. No fever, no cough, no congestion. Happy.

I love her.

Another good note....my family is going to Ireland next year. I am so excited. We have been talking about getting the entire family together and renting a castle. Well, it's gonna happen it looks like. H is going to be sooooo pissed off. He wanted to go soooo bad. Oh well, Kendall and I will have fun.