Hi everyone just a quick post to say that I have decided that I don't want my h to join us for my birthday dinner tonight. It would be too upsetting. He hasn't Sked me directly only through mymum and so therefore I don't feel an obligation to respond either way so I haven't. He has just been home and bought another two small presents formy daughter to hive to me, no present from him as promised just a card which I will read later. He had no intention of doing anything tonight with us. He left the house quickly after dropping d off and made a flippant gesture to mum to send the bill from dinner tonight to him and he will reimburse the money I feel like I am going to throw up I am insulted. I don't want his money it means nothing. I am moving into a new phase now. I have had enough. Truly had enough. He has nointerest in me at all. I have been his partner and wife for ten years and this? I deserve better. I want to move on really move on. I am sick of being rejected and feeling like I don't matter or exist, in fact I do. Enough is enough
