What to do when Husband's Gone & Makes No Contact?

[beepee]

wifey:

thanks so much for your positivity. i know exactly what you are saying its great to get support here. i write in a journal..sometimes it helps..sometimes it doesnt. but i guess anything that helps a little is a good start.

I really really love him..so much it hurts..and i know in order to possibly get him back..i need to seriously work on myself. i know i hurt him a lot..all the days when i would scream at him for the most petty things, the mean words i would say that no one should ever say..the threats of suicide..they all took a toll on him and i regret it everyday. i know he cheated on me and that was my way of retaliating and i shouldnt have..thats not the person i am, thats not the person i want to be.

so thank you so much for your words, they are an inspiration. i will try as hard as humanly possible to work on myself and to make no contact with him..i just really hope he comes around..i dont expect it to happen soon..but i just need to have hope that he someday will..