one "good" week together does not mean anything compared to the emotional abuse he pounds on you. He is SICK in the head, you will never please him unless you want to be a total doormat and jump when he says jump, and loose your individuality. I truly truly believe that man is bipolar or something worse, no well man behaves that way, his mood swings are just incomprehensible, it's not you! see this please, he is very very emotionally disturbed. And you calling several times also tells how much help you need with a C, are you still seeing one? if you are, then get another one or LISTEN to what your C is telling you.
Can't move out of state? then move out of his county, isn't your life worth that? isn't your peace worth that? how would you feel if any of your kids were being treated like this by a significant other? seek a friend's help, get a new phone number and erase his, DO something, dont' just wonder what you are doing wrong and why isnt' he happy. he will NEVER be happy because his heart is a black void.
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.
