Yeah, sometimes I wonder if we all have been fighting so hard for our M and then when it seems that we "won" that battle, we think "is this the grandprize?"
Do you know that show, "Let's make a deal?" We were hoping for a car but got a sack of potatoes instead.
The one constant is change. When you feel yucky, just know that that feeling will change. Hang in there. I think your in the valley right now but the hills are coming. You know, the ups and downs of M.