K4D Rising #2

[K4D]

DW,

I know I should not have let my anger get the best of me. I think after the way this past weekend went it was just another straw to break my back.

I guess I was curious when W said that because I was wondering if it was during the A or just this past weekend after what transpired. I know it doesn't matter and I should have let it go. But I was still angry from how things had gone anyways and now this. I did not show my anger in front of my kids. I kept it inside. They know that I love them. I am working hard today to get rid of the anger. It just really burned me that she would even tell them that especially when we are not even divorced. D7 did not need to hear that. She is having a difficult time enough as it is.

I have to calm myself down. I am busy praying about it right now. I have my C appointment tonite again and I have to give the C 3 positive things about myself.

I told W that I think we need to go back to a week on a week off and not switch the kids in the middle of the week to make things easier on them since D7 has requested this from both of us. W disagreed and said we are going to keep doing it for now. Again, no concern for what D7 is going through and has asked. I just don't get this.

Kevin