Looooooong weekend...But very very fun. My friends wouldn't let me be alone all weekend I'm not depressed or anything but they thought I should be out. Friday night after work went to this country bar, stayed way too long, 2:30am, I too old for that smile.

Saturday some of my consultants had a cookout, they rent a house on a big lake here and have boats and jet skis, was out there all day and most of the night, tons of people there.

I had to leave a message for W, on Saturday, that I didn't have her parents number so I could call the kids. She was with them but her cell doesn't get good reception up there sometimes so I left it on her home phone. She called Sunday while I was playing golf to give me the number and she just sounded so down.

Few hours later I texted her thanks for the number, not five minutes later she called. She just wanted to say hi, ect...Then she says "I guess we should talk on this week, I don't want to do this(could barely here this) , but I guess we have too". I say ok. She then says well I guess I'll let you go, she sounds so "down" or "defeated"...I say ok...Her what are you doing...Just some reports for work but mostly watching TV, I'm a little tired...Why?...Told her everything I did this weekend, she sounded even more down...Sort of made me feel bad I don't want to hurt her...

So I guess tomorrow night we are going to talk...yippee frown

Kassie I still owe you that post, I will do it promise...


Me:40
W: 39
T: 17 years
M: 15 years
S-9
D-6
D final 11/10/2009

"We are all faced with a series of great opportunities brilliantly disguised as insoluble problems."