u are so right, i always think about that. and guess what? so does ow, she knows what she isnt a part of.

i have reminded her of these things as well.

the sun is out, going to the gym this morning and hoping to take my son to the beach and then h will be home.

camp is only 3 days a week so i am looking to keep us busy on the off days.

im not much of a homebody, like to keep busy. even though we have a nice size backyard and swingset, i like to be out and about, not home more than i have to be.

im wondering where and when h will get a job. im giving it 2 more weeks before i start thinking does he have one off the books and isnt saying.

i like to think of course not, but hey, cant be naive anymore.


me: 31
H:29
Son:5
m:8 years in november
t:10 years
first bomb: 10/06
moved home: 3/08 out again 5/08
ow bomb: 4/08, since summer 06
d filed:6/08, on hold 6/08
moved home:3/09 out again 5/09