Just packing for London and wanted to quickly thank you for your post and for your unfailing support. I have decided to decline my H's invitation. In my opinion I do not believe that this is coming from a sincere place and yes, I don't trust him. I am at my wits ends here and truly now want to drop the rope. I have had enough. I am worth more than this and need to value myself more. I am going DARK aside from email communication about our D7. enough is enough. He has insulted my integrity and my basic right as a human being in terms of decency and respect to another person. It is my birthday tomorrow and I hope to try to relax in the company of very close friends and to enjoy myself. Sending best wishes and blessings/thanks. I x
