One thing I am keeping at the forefront of my mind is that he is trying to ease things for me as he plans his exit from my life. I know it. It was good to hear it from you today actually. I have to keep reminding myself actively.
I am doing my best for myself, but I don't want to be shocked either........cuz the more I think about it and the more time that goes by, the more I think this D is going to go thru. H really thinks and has convinced himself that going thru with the D will help him feel no responsibility for me....even though its not like he has done a lot for me in the past few months now. But boy can he be stubborn! I must prepare for that. Thank You.
