well not much happened this weekend with W, which is ok with me
had a great weekend at work which i'm pretty stoked about, i needed it. got the garden about 75% weeded, plan on doing a little more tomorrow; and i finally cleaned out the refridgerator, lol it was disgusting! looks like new now, tho
Got a couple good workouts in and went for a long walk, caught up with the laundry and dishes.
Didn't hear from W yesterday, and i fully didn't expect to, so no biggie there. she texted me earlier today saying, "hey what are you doing?" i just replied after awhile, "hey you what's up?" lol no response.
she texted me later tonite asking if i knew some phone number, and replied "hmmm dont know." about an hour later she said she figured it out and asked again what i was doing. i just said, "doing good :)" she texted back "cool" and that's the last i've heard from her.
i'll admit i was slightly bummed she didn't call, as i'm pulling out the "i'm not ready for you to come back home" line on her. i actually have a couple things lined up for her, (THANK YOU SANDI!!)
here's what else i got,
we both have areas and things we need to work on and you really don't even know what you want right now.
along with,
I want you to be faithful and stop running in and out of this relationship. If you're not ready to be faithful and honest, i'm not ready for you to come back.
i've been practicing saying this to myself throughout the day, so i don't freeze up when the time comes, and i'm sure it will eventually.
one more thing, puppy if you read this, do you have any ideas on establishing relevant consequences for my boundaries? i've thought of some but i'm still a bit lost in this regard....
thanks for reading everyone, you're all in my prayers.
