I think I also feel a bit...I don't know...weirdly disloyal? Just because H. walked away from our marriage, I feel almost badly about this "moving forward" thing. My head knows it needs to happen in order to accept what is, right now, and also because without moving forward without H. I'm not really giving him the space he so clearly wants. But my heart is mad at the head, almost like...hey, what are you quitting? Is that what you do, you quit on the person you love(d)? Just because they are acting a certain way doesn't mean you do....and on and on and on.
You are right...no need to discuss any details of the sitch with Tall Guy. Just feel a little awkward about it is all...but then, who knows what he, or anyone, has going on in their past, right? Yikes, I don't want to think about that.
Anyway, thanks again so much for looking after me. Will update you. XXOO TD
Me 30 H 33 together:10 years married:5 years Separated: 1/23/09 living apart 5 mos and counting "when you reach the end of your rope, tie a knot and hang on"-FDR
