Today I'm wondering what he's doing? I'm constantly checking my phone and email, looking for signs of him. I know this is the worst thing to do, but last night around midnight I gave into my suspicions and drove past his house. He wasn't there and now I am sick worrying about where he was and who he was with. Plus, I'm mad at myself for doing that and hate what it says about me.
You have absolutely no control over his thoughts, feelings, or actions...so don't bother trying! It's wasted energy...energy that you could be putting into yourself, instead of spending on something you have NO control over! But, you DO HAVE complete control over your own thoughts, feelings, and actions...so exercise that control!
"Always go straight forward, and if you meet the devil, cut him in two and go between the pieces." - William Sturgis, clipper ship captain, 1830's.
